SPM Candidate Situation :face it !

SPM ! I'm 2013 SPM victim <3 Still fresh in my memory , 3 month ago.How i'm freaking scared when it come about SPM.People around you will said to you about same thing all over again.

 Situation 1

Mom :Dah nak SPM , it's all about future .So do your best my daughther .I believe you *hug*

Me    :I will make you proud ! I will always remember this *hug back*

Situation 2

Teacher : This year you are going to face SPM , you must fight for it ! This is about your future ! 

Me        :I have heard this word before this , but where ? Whatever it's please don't remind me about future again.It's scary.*cry in the heart*

Situation 3

Friends : Wei ! Lagi beberapa bulan nak SPM ! Dah lah pen-

Me       :Penentu masa depan dan kalau kau sebut lagi pasal ni , flying kick sebiji aku bagi.Faham ? *sambil senyum creepy *

Friends :*nod their head* , Wei , aku rasa sakit perutlah pula.Nantilah kita chatting lagi .Bye ! *terus pergi tandas *

I'm sure there is actually more incident and situation that actually same like this or even more scary.But i know we bored about the the future and SPM thingy thing .But soon we going to face it.

But you must remember that SPM is just once in your life , No matter how hard and pain it's , it will still come and if you don't take an action you will regret for the rest of your life.I'm not joking about it.Ask your other senior , same answer you will get from em.

I still remember , the day that i have been waiting for . My last paper .

Chemistry Paper 3 , on that afternoon , when the teacher said 

"Masa telah tamat , sila periksa angka giliran dan bla bla bla.....Saya akan mula mengutip kertas anda."

I feel like i want to cry , the feeling of freedom.It feels like i just finish with my 2 years battle , i'm still scared of the outcome but i have done the best till the last minute.

It will be totally a lie that i didn't messed up even one of the paper , i have messed up with one of the paper and when i'd return home , i'd just crying my eyes out.I never cried that hard.But then i said toward myself that it's just one paper , i still have other paper . I will never repeat the same mistake.I'm praying that Allah will make my heart calm and give me strenght to keep doing the best ! <3

Moral of the story :Never discussed or re-check your answer ! Also , never ever think if your answer is right or not when the exam is over.

Stress , painful and problem all will come together during SPM year , yet we must know how to handle it well.Crying is not a strangers anymore , yet always cry is usual thing during SPM year.What we want sometime is time for ourself , time for us to even think what our future will be look like.

I believe that SPM is totally a nerve wrecking thing and going to make you crazy , not enough sleep and always debate to be the best.But remember as long we have Allah , we will always be the best.Allah know what's better for us.